Forgive

How please please tell me how.

If I ask  God to help me forgive 

How many times do I need to ask to help me 

I know what the Bible says about forgiveness how many times that I should

But how many times do I need to ask until this is accomplished?

Until I have forgiven 

I do not know 

Have you ever needed to forgive someone? Was it easy?

Turtlenecks

I wonder why I don't like turtle necks

And water in my face

And feeling like I can't breathe.

Cash

Found the money

Found the cash

Now

Dear brother

I love you my brother 

I love you my friend 

I love you my children 

The end

Letting everyone down

I can't find my bill money.

The thought of it makes me physically sick.

I've let everyone down 

I'm sorry 

I'm sorry I'm not wiser 

I'm sorry I'm not stronger 

I'm sorry just for being around 

Do you ever have days where you feel like you have let everyone down? What helps you get back up?

I'm sorry

I'm sorry I don't know what happened to the money.

I have lost all our bill money

I don't know where it's gone.

I've not enough money 

Play a sad song

Have you ever misplaced money? Or spent more then you thought?

Ode to Billy Joe

No wonder I liked that movie so much.

A song where he dies

Grandma

I miss grandma

Blankets

That stuffed toy.

Those soft blankets.

The soothing pacifier.

Don't take them away

Your child needs them.

They will give them up when they are ready

Not on your time table

Cry

Sometimes I feel like if I start crying I will never be able to stop.

Yellow cab

I saw yellow cab today.

I smiled and honked my horn and waved.

Irresponsible

I'm not irresponsible I'm not.

What I am is tired and in pain,

I'm sorry so very very sorry

Parent

What makes a good parent?

Lies

So I have never been diagnosed with having BPD perhaps it's just a lie I bought into?!What lies have you told yourself and bought into?

Don't worry

Don't worry mom's they won't graduate with it in there mouth.

Moss

Like you've never seen it before 

Turkey

Oh my gosh you guyz I got a turkey neck

Please

Please do not get offended if you leave a comment and I do not respond.

I'm still learning.

It takes me time

Random

Journey

Dear friends

Please join me on this journey. I have no idea where it will take us. But it's bound to be a heck of a ride. Hop in. Hoppy early Easter.

Brad

Dear Blogger family,

My very first blog post ever was about my friend Brad missing and asking for prayers. I am happy to say that Brad is once again home with his family.

He shares his story on

Facebook Bipolar and beyond

A man willing to stand up against the stigma of mental illness and show his love for God.Im proud of you Brad. I love you and your family.

Never been

Some sites will make us all out to be bunny boilers like in fatal attraction.

I never boiled a bunny in my life.

Way to soft and cuddly.

Gain

Feeling my husband's pain

My husband hurt his shoulder and I think I took on his pain. Is that possible? 

Science says yes

Random

Dance

Just want to dance and have fun.enjoy the sun!!

No title needed

Things

These things I'm learning are not good 

These things I'm learning are not right these things I'm learning how can they be?

These things I'm learning sitting in this tree

Go away just let me be she screamed.

And as you walked away she whispered come back 

Please love me

Known

I should have known that he could never be here for me emotionally after the deal at sweet sixteen he left.

There's your clue.

Hold

Hold your head up high

Look them in the eye.

Don't let them know you want to cry 

I like rhyming words 

I'm not very good

What

What will people say? 

What will people think?

What will people say if .......

If what ?they knew you drank?

Smoked?

Had a tattoo?

Fill in the blank

And why why do we care what they think?

Sometimes I would like to say who cares who cares what they think.

This is me in all my brokenness please love me anyway.

My husband

Who I wanted to marry to protect me

Has left me emotinally bankrupt

The one who stands over me with a look.and says 

So what are you doing with this information? Your not trying to do anything with it.

Can't I just acknowledge it?sometimes we just need to acknowledge feelings whatever they are good, bad.

The one who was supposed to be my knight in shining armour.people can help but only one can save. His name is Jesus

I'm sorry

I'm sorry I don't want to hurt anyone's feelings

I'm so sorry very very sorry.

Please forgive me

Why

Why do I have to shut up? Why?!God stands at the door and knocks 

I am nothing

Me call attention to myself?

Me? I'm the one that ( at one time)would do almost anything to avoid attention.

I think I might have been able to handle this but when my husband said that,my heart plummeted.

Me ?who at five years of age had been hiding behind a chair playing hide and seek peed her pants because she was afraid to come out from behind it.

Me who once ate a piece of candy off the floor because I didn't realize it was from the floor. And all the children laughed and made fun of me.So I made light of the situation and just laughed with them.

Me? This child?!

Never

Things I never wanted to be 

fat

Hairy 

Smelly

No money

Stupid stupid stupid

All the things I am 

Despicable me

And why? Why are we so damn hard on ourselves?

Drunk

If I decide to go I think I shall get drunk first because their food sucks and I probably won't want to eat for a little while.

And anyways I will be full of Reese's peanut butter cups.

Who

Who does one call when they are considering going to a mental health facility?

Hello yellow cab

Grab the Telly and phone a friend?play a little game called life line

I always hated games especially mind games.

What if

What if I am doing this for attention is that bad?

Why do I need to stay in this box?

Children

Please forgive me

Love Jesus

Love each other

Love others

Live for him

Show the way.

He is the way the truth the life.

Chest pain

I'm feelng crushing chest pain. I probably should call a ambulance but I don't want the attention.

Mental health day

Employers should have mental health days.

When people ask how we are we should clarify things

Physically I'm on top of the world but mentally we be slumming.

Mental health ain't all it's cracked up to be.

Get it. Ha ha ha that's funny

FB Tumblr Twitter all social media sites

All social media sites,Should have some type of mental health system awareness.

I'm so very sorry

I'm sorry . Is there something you need to apologize about? 

My house

My house is a mess

My finances are too

I'm sorry if I've been a bother to you

God

With whatever happens I hope that God is glorified.

One of my favorite songs was

His name is beautiful 

Please visit

I don't know what they bring to a mental hospital a regular hospitable you get flowers but that's not good and flowers just die. If I go and you come to visit bring Reese's peanut butter cups and coke (prefer bottles not cans.)thank you

And don't come all doomy and gloomy I'm mental I ain't dying. I want  joy, laughter, fun.with Love Jeanna

Edgar Allen Poe

No wonder the first speech I made was Edgar Allen Poe my beautiful Annabelle

Lee a story about death.

My Aunt

I told my aunt I was sorry 

Ward

But I cannot take this anymore all this stress and no support system is pushing me over the edge. And. Sometimes I just want to free fall.im starting to make apologies to people that might have gotten hurt. I called my mother in law yesterday and told her I was sorry. And I loved her.

I would like to say I'm sorry to my children I'm so so very sorry 

God meant for good

God is for you not against you.follow him. Sometimes it's easy to say I'm a Christ follower then to actually follow

Not conditional

Love. Is not conditional.Sometimes it doesn't come In many colors or sugar coated.

Minnie pearl

Any one can wear a hat but not everyone can wear it so well with a tag.

More hats

What hats do you wear? Do some of them feel to small?!